so i have been on a classic rock and country kick lately. i know Angel won't understand but i really love country. i do now remember why i didn't listen to it often . . . i'm now nostalgic, lonely and introspective. maybe i need to go back to the hard rock and alterative . . .
right after i get a big hug. oh em gee, i need a fucking hug that lasts at least an hour. i just want to curl up with someone.
sometimes, touching people is more than i can deal with - an overload, if you will - but other times i have insulated myself too much and i feel cold and sad.
it's weird. i'm weird. it is what it is and i am just me.
the glass is just made too big and there is room for growth.
confessed on Saturday, Jul. 28, 2007