i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
leave a message at the tone . . .

i am thrilled that rizzn was so sweet to give me some space on Whazzup! but i have no internet @ work because they don't love us anymore.

i will have to really seriously look into another job.

but i love the people i work for and the fact that they are TRYING to fix this company.

i don't know if they CAN fix it enough to keep it going.

what to do . . . OH! what to do! COME ON PEOPLE! WHAT TO FUCKING DO?!?!?!?

sorry, i am an internet junkie denied a constant fix and i am trying really hard to get enough but then i really wanted to add some diaries to my daily regimen. Three actually. and i am in another, new, form of HELL i had not known about before.

* R * E * T * C * H * ! *

"i wish we'd know each other . . . this is a little awkward." ~ Tommy Boy

this will be a really short entry. i will update tomorrow. every Tuesday & Thursday will be the big days here and maybe a double scoop on Fridays.

"i do apologize for your inconvience." ~ GTE taught me this a long long time ago when i started out on the phones. And there is no amount of money that can make me get back on the phones. i am good at it but . . . the next time a customer tells me i have a sexy voice i i i i i just don't know what i will do after i run out of breath from screaming. i am really good at manipulating the numbers and people and like being operations a lot better.

i just want to say i love Crackbaby! OK! i have EARNED his forgivness but i am hanging by threads here! NaomiBeth MADE me do it! She MADE me focus on The Great Rizzn, but i never once forgot The Amazing Crackbaby!

"i'm off like a dirty shirt!" ~ Duckie in Pretty in Pink

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i would put a song here but i can't think of one right now and Roni is trying to get my attention . . .

go listen to Limp Bizkit or something. that's the kind of day this has been. love to you all, smurf out.

mis


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confessed on 2000-12-04