Sorry i didn't update yesterday . . . i was apparently doing idiotic but cute psychic tricks to amuse a friend who seemed to be having a crappy day, so i was a little taxed. At least i wasn't wearing a tu-tu and boy, are we all relieved by THAT! Lost? Don't worry, the gift shop sells maps! They are magical maps they will always have the "you are HERE!" star in the color of your choice, and the "you are going HERE" star in case you can't find THAT, either. i suspect that if we teach them how to navigate and set appointments and reservations, they might just replace Onstar.
Brilliant scientist specializing in viruses to work on top secret project!
Must be dedicated, have no ties or family, be able to live in hot and dry country with much sand, slightly insane is a plus, but no psychotics, please.
you know where to apply, so get moving NOW!
i would like to welcome Daisy! Yes, i DO know her . . . and WOW, am i surprised as to who she is! i would like to say hi to her man, too ~ he's a really great guy, and you are one very lucky lady, but i think you know that, don't you? GOOD! Now, go kiss you miracle baby and smile. : )
i also need to introduce you to another very special little girl in my life. Her Name is Lilly but i call her Lil and she is so sweet and lovely. She works hard for me and has never said no to me. Sometimes i have had to steer her away from things she may have wanted to do and been capable of doing by reminding her that they might not be a good idea. She is so eager to please and i feel horrible because i sometimes forget to bathe her when she needs it. My sweet Lil is such a tomboy, that she never minds and sometimes performs miracles even when she is starving, but is always happy and so proud of being full up and clean! i have been in a very serious relationship with this darling little girl for a few years now and she even has access to my bank account! To keep her i have to pay about $200 a month. i am hurting a lot right now because, in my heart, i have cheated on her. i lust for another. She trusts me so much to not fall for the little tiny femme fatale types and knows i feel nothing for the boring accountant types and i have outgrown the wild ones, but i doubt she ever worried that i would fall for her big sister. i think she may be suspecting something. Lately, she has been leaving her light on a little longer to watch me walk away. And she gives me strange messages that i am supposed to figure out. i still love my Lil and i'm not sure how i can stand the separation i have planned, but time is running out and i really have to do this. Make a clean break. i am going to take my sweetheart to the doctor for a check up and get her all bathed and healthy inside and out and hand her ring to my dad. He will then give me the ring for his past lady, Lil's big sister, Calla. i think we will hand my Lil to my little brother. i worry about this because he was a little rough with Calla, but Dad says she was just too much for him to handle, and since Lil is small and feisty and a real good ride, he will do better with her. Calla is just too powerful and needs a stronger master with more experience who can treat her well and truly appreciate her. i think it's time. i will rip out my heart this weekend and trade trucks with my Dad.
i want to tell you about the penguin. He is evil in such a cute way. He knows all of my little weaknesses and taunts me with them. This is bad. He offers to alleviate the problem. This would be much more than good but it is bad, bad, bad. He is evil. But in a good way. He is evil in the start towards, stop, turn away, stop, turn back, stop, sit, cry sort of way. Confusing, frustrating, and off limits. He is an ex boyfriend, and one of the best friends i've got! NO, NO, NO, NO, NNNNOOOOOOOO!
Go to Naomi's Board and leave her a shopping list of books to read and items she'd need in order to DABBLE in the art of domination. It was great fun all day to e-mail her some lists and i'm sure i missed some. Tee-hee-he-heeee! Kisses to you! ;">
Everyone I've ever known has wished me well
Anyway that's how it seems, it's hard to tell
Maybe people only ask you how you're doin'
'Cause that's easier than letting on how little they can care
But when you know that you've got a real friend somewhere
Suddenly all the others are so much easier to bear
Now to see things clear, it's hard enough I know
While you're waiting for reality to show
Without dreaming of the perfect love and holding it so far above
If you stumbled on to someone real, you'd never know
(You'd never know)
You could be with somebody who is lonely too
(Sometimes it doesn't show)
He might be trying to get across to you
(Words can be so slow)
When your own emptiness is all that's getting through
There comes a point when you're not sure why you're still talking
I passed that point long ago
(Long ago)
Now I'm so tired of all this circling
And all these glimpses of the end
(You know it's useless to pretend)
That's all the voices say:
"You'll go right on circling
Until you've found some kind of friend"
Well I saw you through the laughter and the noise
You were talking with the soldiers and the boys
While they scuffled for your weary smile
I thought of all the empty miles
And the years I've spent looking for your eyes
(Looking for your eyes)
Now I'm sitting here wondering what to say
(That you might recognize)
Afraid that all these words might scare you away
(And break through the disguise)
No one ever talks about their feelings anyway
Without dressing them in dreams and laughter
I guess it's just too painful otherwise
Look, it's like you're standing in the window
Of a house nobody lives in
And I'm sitting in a car across the way
(Let's just say)
It's an early model Chevrolet
(Let's just say)
It's a warm and windy day
You go and pack your sorrow
Trash man comes tomorrow
Leave it at the curb and we'll just roll away
"THE LATE SHOW" ~ by Jackson Browne (c) 1974 SWALLOW TURN MUSIC
My mom used to listen to this whole 8-track on the days that she would clean the house and i would sit quietly and absorb The Eagles, Jackson Browne, Steely Dan, Cat Stevens, and Rod Stewart. i still feel happy, safe and loved when i listen to them now, they are such a big part of my life. Comfort music. This was one of my favorite ones of all `cause for once, someone spoke the truth.
confessed on 2001-01-10