i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
"and the pavement knocked her head around as she hit the solid concrete ground..."

this is #2 today!

i was just sitting up here bored and daydreaming about Hannibal when a head popped up behind my monitor and disappeared just as quickly. It could only be one person. No one else would stand by the Command Centre and jump up and down to make me smile but Kat . . . he was on lunch and stopped by to say hi and pick up his check! Yay! So, of course, we stepped out side for a minute . . . i think the worst is over and i can deal with the reality that i will smoke an occasional cigarette. i can go weeks without and then just want one and be fine for several more weeks. so maybe it makes no sense but i will NOT beat myself up over an occasional relapse. Anyways! It was really nice seeing Kat again and he is still adjusting to his new office but it looks like he'll like it there.

Can anyone please explain dominance in blood rings? There are at least five of six of us that are around Ra on a very regular basis and lately, someone has created a problem. Maybe one of them has a new, stronger influence or something. all i know is i try to stay out of their tide pull and i have failed, but now we are all doing strange things like P.M.S. with no payoff, 3 day cycles, skipping, and mental anguish is ensuing. we will kill each other soon if this doesn't straighten out. Ra is prone to fits of manic laughter, random giggling, spontaneous tears, and constant headaches; Keke is getting depressed; Lizzy Borden is planning a wedding so there's no telling what her problems are; i am irritated with most everyone just for breathing and feeling very antisocial; and Ra's sister is now really clingy and making her insane, too. Last week helped me some since i wasn't really here but they just get kookier every minute. Like you really needed to hear all this. i used to avoid women in general for these very reasons. i don't WANT their damn lunar influence over me! i don't need to get pregnant, so why should i have to ovulate regularly?! i have a GIFT i tell you! And THEY STOLE IT QUITE AWAY! It's an evil plot against me i tell you! O r . i t . c o u l d . j u s t . b e . b i o l o g y .

try some Macy Gray like "i Committed Murder"
gooood song!


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confessed on 2001-02-12