i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
mad! MAD, i tell you!

Hi every one! i now officially have 9 readers!!! ( only 8 show up on the list, but i know Crackbaby doesn't list his diaries on that list, but i am on his page.) i am so excited!

By the way, according to that e-mail i just deleted, i will die today. So, if i never update again and you get an e-mail promising death if you don't forward it to 10 people . . . well, it's up to you. If you feel BRAVE . . . mwuuhahahahahaha!

Well, TONIGHT IS IT!!! YAY! The Texas D*Landers Crystal's Night!!! i am so excited ~ we are supposed to meet Rainlilly today! This ought to be fun ~ Crackbaby and Rizzn should be there and, as always, Naomi. She actually put us up on Happy Hour so that everyone could see it! i have yet to hear back from some of the others, but Marn told me she couldn't be there since she like, lived in Canada or something . . . and Mangle Doll as to work. If you are interested in coming and can't work it out on a Wedneday, E-mail me and let me know ~ Naomi and i were discussing floating the weekday to give us all a chance to get together, and there may be other changes with the whole setup. i'll keep you updated!

Last night was boring. i was boring. i was bored. i worked on a new diary for a friend of mine and then, when i checked it this morning . . . it was screwed up. The pictures wouldn't show up. Sucky, sucky pig snot! i am not done with it or anything . . . i didn't get her preferences e-mail until this morning. i wasn't sure if she'd WANT a B&D/S&M look what with her being a mommy and a wife, so i stuck with a more conservative look. Her analyzer is not up yet, so i may make a g-book for her, instead. i am furious at Yahoo that they didn't tell anyone that the servers would go down of they were going to disallow outside linking of photos! Abby, Sarah, and Daisy's sites are all down now for this crap and i can't FTP and re-do the diaries today. YAHOO SUCKS CRUSTY BUG GUTS OUT OF A DEAD DEER'S ROTTING CORPSE!

Yeah, my sis and i have this game to see who is the most repulsive and disgusting. i usually win.

My little man is moving to San Antonio and he's taking his mom and dad with him. i am crushed. Now, who will dye my hair on a weekly basis? Who will puke on me and fall asleep on my boob? And who will tell me my cooking is "OK, tastes like marinara with peppers in it."??? They are the greatest and i love them dearly ~ ALL THREE of them. Sarah is so unique and fun, X is the cutest baby boy in the world and Josh is . . . Josh. He has an incredibly sexy mind! What will i do with out Sarah? She is the only person willing to try out all the little scary-looking Chinese and Mexican restaurants with me! And Josh always tells me exactly what he sees. If it's crap, she points and says "It's CRAP." If i do good he shrugs and says, "It's not crap." And X . . . he is just so wonderful. Have fun putting that crib back together, Sarah, don't get stuck inside like i did! HAHAHA!


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confessed on 2001-02-21