i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
i want to touch his monkey

i just want to say hi to Chuk since he hunted me down to make sure i was doing better and taking care of myself . . . this goes out to you, darling!


i heart you, too!

Well, i signed up for my GOLD MEMBERSHIP and now i am officiallypart of the Inner 'D*Land Cult' Cult! YAY! Go sign up now! since i was laid out on my back for a whole week and didn't have to spend any $ on gas for Calla, i threw that money down and signed up for a year and then proceeded to re-do my diary look and then start fixing all the other little diaries that i have set up . . .

OH! OH! GO LOOK AT THIS!!! i was so excited to get this one done! i need to fix up her 'Older' page, but i got the front page done today at my first day back at work!

i am so excited to be back here, you have nooooooooooo possible idea how crazy i get when i have to sit around and do nothing. i get so depressed and feel useless and helpless and i go nuts. (i finally snapped on Saturday and yelled and kicked stuff and cried and had a big fit and then had to lie down with an ice pack for half an hour . . . . it was ugly.) But today is good. i am released to work 6 hours at a time, so i can't work my whole shift, but i see Dr. John (chriropractor) later tonight and i will press for 7 hours at least so i can work my normal weekday shift.

GUESS WHAT!?!?!?! Master stopped by today to visit!!! i was so surprised! He just happened to be up here to pick up his W-2 so he thought he'd bumm around the floor and then he sat up here with us for a while! It was like a big "Surprise! Welcome back to work!" even though i know he didn't plan it that way. i missed him so much and i was so giddy to have him around that i couldn't stop grinning. We sank to some totally pervy levels of nasty and laughed and had a great visit. i want to touch his monkey. just so you know. ;"> heheheheee! Gee, i missed my Master!


"Tomorrow" ~ From Annie
"i love ya tomorrow . . . you're only a day away!"


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confessed on 2001-03-26