i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
D*Land family and blood family . . .

Wow. D*Land Wow. i have a new darling favorite . . . go say hi and welcome her! She is a sweet 21 year old lady with a 6 month old baby girl and her name is liosha and here is her profile. i am thinking on what her page should look like since i just finished reading all her entries and i like her, she's pretty cool!

Ya know . . . everyone reads Shannon, Bob and Beth . . . and i still do and all, but i took them off my favorites list to put on the ones that are NOT D*Land celebs . . . so, i still love you, i am simply recognizing the other people . . .

And on a sideways similar note, my little sis is insane and has stopped updating as she says someone tells mom what she puts on there before she can. i don't know who . . . i don't even read her that often and i don't tell mom anything. Mom tells me and i reply . . . "Really? Hmmmm . . . thanks!" and go on with life. Toaster Boy is not a real reader and so i don't know who would be talking . . . oh, well. She never was really good about updating and is way to busy writing papers to write entries, so . . . bye, i guess. i guess you�ll have to call everyone more (or sign up for another diary and not tell anyone but your friends . . .)

i had dinner with Naomi and her Sprout last night at a Chinese food buffet and it was fun. The kids were a little wild and had, like, 4 bowls of ice cream with various things buried in them all over the table by the end, but i only had to remind her once that kids do that and relax.

And i just want to say right now that i LOVE NERDS! Nerds and geeks and by far better people with stronger values and nicer to others in my experience. They are more fun to talk to and i am proud to be a nerd and a geek. And anyways . . . who and what you are inside is so much more important to me than what you look like and how you dress. i don't have a family that understands me; one that i fit in with and so i surround myself with people i would have chosen as a family if i could have. My sense of humor relies largely on sarcasm and sharp wit so don't take what i say so personally and hold it close to your heart where it will prick you and make you bleed . . . that is never my intention.

"Bedroom Dancing" ~ Day One
"Trust me baby, it'll be alright . . ."


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confessed on 2001-03-29