Well, last night totally did not work out as planned but at least my favorite demi-god got out of his house for a while and my favorite rabid girl got some beer and my favorite me got to see them both!
After i got home from dinner with my favorite couple i went through the box labeled "STUFFED ANIMALS". i cried. It was full of the 4 foot Wakko and cows. Russ loves cows. Every time i saw a cow, i bought it for him. Big ones, small ones, Chick-Fil-A ones, keychain ones, electronic ones, stress ball ones . . . he had them all. The theme went all over the house ~ canisters, tea sets, table clothes, clocks, little corner shelves, cups, plates, various little trinkets and anything else that could be useless or useful but made to look like a cow ~ he had it all. Almost everything in the house was black, white or cow. It grows on you after a while. And the way he would suddenly turn 4 years old when you gave him a new cow was just way too cute.
So, anyways, i went through the stuffed animals and found a LOT of cows . . . many of them i had bought. I know he took three cows with him and i bought them all, but these guys just seemed so . . . sad. They need a good home again and i am having a hard time deciding.
O.O.H., when i know he's gone and it really sinks in, i will cry if i see them for a while and i don't really have much room for them and i know who they should go to.
O.T.O.H., i bought them. and i know he says he will stay there, but he might come back . . . one day in the future . . . maybe . . . and he would be glad to see them . . . and they could be a reminder . . . and i am making excuses.
Well, i think i finally came to the conclusion that i will send over to Abby all but two. i will keep his favorite stress cow and the big floppy one i bought him when Bonnie the Big Bad Bitch walked out on him. (she made me mad mostly `cause i really liked her, damn her and her raging insecurities! she hurt my friend!)
i was so bummed that i couldn't sleep so i watched Instinct and cried some more. It was a totally fabulous movie! Very stunning and poignant . . . touching and insightful while still being provoking and exciting. i loved it! They don't ever let on the it is so beautiful when they review it ~ they made it seem like a scary freaky action-packed thriller and it has some bits kinda like that, but it's not that way at all. It was amazing. Everyone should go get it.
Well, it was so great and i cried and laughed and i still couldn't sleep so i watched The Craft. It was kinda creepy with some scary and a lot of Clueless meets The Witches of Eastwick with a touch of It's a Wonderful Life and i liked it. After the snake, bug, and spider scene i wasn't sure i wanted to go to sleep!
Instinct ~ Anthony Hopkins
"We are not kings here, we are not gods!"
confessed on 2001-04-08