Thank you Russ, i love you, hon! And Sarah, i miss you three too. VERY, VERY much. i cried when i wanted to go see you last night and you weren't there to go see. i'll e-mail you some good news later.

Ok. Profile re-done. The diary will be archived away. The pretty look will be gone today, too.

i think i want to close down this diary. As much as i love D*Land and as much of a great thing it has been for me, this diary is so superficial for me.

i am not free or comfortable posting all of what i think and feel here.

It takes up too much time for me to even TRY to put up a post that will not offend too many, give away too much, or be too long, but not sound totally stupid and inane and i often fail.

i have neglected my daughter to fiddle with this. No more.

i have been considering this for a while and last night i had nightmares about this damned diary.

i don't sleep well or enough as it is and that will NOT do.

i will prolly post occasionally in here for the next year as i paid for the gold package.

Naomi, you can have the TX D*Lander's page and ring. i don't really fit in well there and it's ok. i understand. You guys have fun and i wish you all the luck of the Irish in your eternal quest for a location. And BTW ~ i'm afraid to drink the water you women have been slurping! That condition of yours seems to be contagious! ; )

Some of you know how to reach me, some don't. [email protected] will still forward to me, so there you go. i will leave the board up and occasionally reply on that if you post.

i will still take time to still read the people i know and some others i have grown to love. i don't have to miss you guys, and i doubt you'll miss me ~ i'll say hi to you!

Don't send me "No! No! Don't!" letters. i don't want them. If you want to hear from me, send an e-mail in a week or so to say hi. i always respond to e-mail.

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confessed on 2001-04-18