OK, i have to get through yesterday and last night pretty quick here since i have a meeting in an hour and a half and i just had a thought so i have this song on repeat. Most songs would not be too bad but "3.14" is not the normal song and my co-workers are only so tolerant.
Yesterday was a Day. (worse than a 'day' but not quite a 'DAY') i still couldn't see and i have an appointment today to go back to the optometrist and have her figure out why. YAY! a half 'day' . . .
i ran around work doing anything but sitting at the three computers that i should have been in front of. It takes talent to find so much legitimate business when there really isn't any and still get your job done.
i got a call from my Sarah and i was so happy. i miss her, Josh and X with a sharp pain that is getting sharper and aiming at my sanity and my heart. i will be driving down to San Antonio not this but next Friday morning to spend a few days with them. i know i will miss Naomi's slumber party and we discussed it and she understands and says she says she puts up with me `cause she loves me . . . i was going to see if Sarah wanted to come up for the party but that weekend is Joshy's birthday weekend.
As i was getting ready to leave, Ra asked me to bring Roni out to the softball game at 6:30. We got out there to hear that the game was cancelled due to water damage to one of the fields so Ra, Lizzy Borden, and Roni piled into the back of the truck and we cruised around the park to the kiddie area and played on the swings, slides and monkey bars. We played catch with the kid but not for long ~ she's heavy and we were getting tired. We examined the nasty pond and had a spitting contest off the pier. We studied the freaky duck-like creatures there. We drove in big circles in the park for a while in an effort to have a breeze. When we finally saw Stumpy leaving the field where he was assisting in the 'while-we-are-here' practice, we collected him and went to his apartment and on to the store to get food for dinner.
We had decided to have pizza and make it on her new baking stone. halfway through making the dough, we sent Stumpy back to the store for pre-made crust and proceeded to make the model penis with the dough. There was drinking happening, so it amused us beyond reason to call it 'dill-dough'. We finally gave up on the pizza and left at 11:30 with some cookies we baked.
When we got back to work at 11:40 to get Ra's car, we realized Freak Boy was not in yet, so we stopped in to let Joe go home and wait. Busted him and then went home satisfied with knowing that the little shit can't bitch about 5 minutes here and there when he is half an hour late and we caught him.
i had to shower last night since i was covered in dirt and dust and beer and flour and Rotel dip. So i did and then collapsed and finally got some good sleep. The sleep of the exhausted. it was nice and i didn't want to come in this morning but i did.
Here is my thought for the day ~ i was listening to "3.14" (the 'i need to find a new vagina' song) and he says "Ya know what i really want in a girl? ME." and i thought on that for a minute. i would never want a girl like me. i couldn't stand me. i am way too moody and quirky and stupid when it comes to my friends. i am the most neurotic person i know. No, wait, i'm not but still, i'm up there. i would probably be my friend, but i could never date or live with myself.
Just a thought.
"3.14" ~ THEBLOODHOUNDGANG
"She was hotter that the sun but she just wasn't that bright
my mistake, she was more flaky than a leper colony . . ."
confessed on 2001-06-12