i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
the day got better

i think i will go out for Chinese tonight with Roni.

Go look at this!

i miss someone today . . . badly!

the day was way slower than normal due to the holiday tomorrow and the OPS meeting was short and i think i'm gonna quit smoking but i'll still go outside and sit there but i feel generally crappy and i don't like that and now i'm rambling but i don't care and this is just one of those days when you wish you could have stayed in bed with a good book or a warm significantly beautiful 'other' and just spend the whole day being lazy and happy but noooo, you have to go to work and be all busy and shit when you really want to tell them all to fuck off and leave you alone and you forget to eat and then you don't have any minty gum like you like and the smoking and soda make you mouth taste yucky and then you eat a butterscotch candy and it makes it worse by getting all stuck in your teeth and you don't have any REAL reason to hate the day it just seems like you are karmically paying for something you did another time . . .
yeah, one of those days.

any Eve 6 song from Horrorscope for this entry.


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confessed on 2001-07-03