i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
"you'd better look out because i'm gonna say

Well, chitlins, i am moved. Umm, actually, my stuff is moved and i now have to unpack it all, but getting it all to one place is the really important part, right?

"i'm rocking the suburbs ~ just like michael jackson did "
i picked up the keys at 5 p.m. Friday and set to work moving stuff over and packing stuff up. i was making a quixotic attempt at moving the futon frame up the stairs by myself (since i am, of course, and idiot, as you can see clearly if you imagine one girl trying to move a futon frame up open stairs by herself . . .) i got stuck but good about half way up and some nice girls helped me out with that, but they had to stay home since the mother of one was out and could return at any time.

"i'm rocking the suburbs ~ except that he was talented"
My Angel got there shortly thereafter and fed me, because he's good like that, and then we pulled a few more loads before crashing like zombies.

"i'm rocking the suburbs ~ i take the checks and face the facts "
i slept like shite and got up to unpack for a while but then went back to bed and had Angel reset the clock for 8 when it went off at 7 since i didn't want to get up. We ran a load or two and decided to eat some breakfast before Ra and Lizzy got there. They showed up at noon-thirty and we took several more loads with them and got most everything out. i think there is some kitchen, bathroom and other miscellany left that Angel will be grabbing today while i'm at work.

"that some producer with computers ~ fixes all my shitty tracks"
When i get out of here, i will be getting Roni from my Mom's where she spent the weekend and she will get to see her room for the first time . . . i can't wait! i put stuff on the walls for he already and all her toys are in there and she has lots of pretty pretties everywhere . . . . it's a totally princess idyll. i was thinking of covering one wall with a meadow but i don't know yet.

"mom and dad you made me so uptight ~ i'm gonna cuss on the mic tonight"
i hurt myself moving things up stairs on Friday and had to take it easier on Saturday and that slowed me down considerably. i think i'm also sick despite the antibiotics i am on. The funny thing is that i got sick after i started taking the meds. All i know is that i hurt all over ~ inside and out ~ and that it SUCKS.

"i don't know how much i can take ~ girl give me something i can break"
i have decided i now hate moving. i will no longer move anyone. Except some pre-promised trucking i have coming up in two weeks for Lizzy and Stumpy. She came out and helped me so i have to go and help her. But NO ONE ELSE! Nope, not even for the pope.


"Rocking the Suburbs" ~ Ben Folds
"i got shit running through my brain
so intense that i can't explain
all alone in my white boy pain
shake your booty while the band complains . . .
"
i love this song sooooo much!


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confessed on Sunday, Oct. 07, 2001