i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
here's mud in your eye.

Hi. i miss my diary.

My best friend from highschool is going to be here in a few weeks with her new husband and i get to go out with them ~ on a Saturday night!

Other than that, my sweet baby is touchy and grouchy and i just can't win this week. i try to be the same as i have been and pick on him and be silly but it just gets a sad face and sulking. i never realized men got a PMS equivalent, but he does. Troy, at work, says he gets it too, and so does his boyfriend.

Oh, well . . . i'm just going crazy here with no one to talk to and my neck is killing me and i want to cry from the stress but i can't.

Ian is still here and i hope he stays. He is such a great guy and it's been a blast having him so far and i don't see it getting anything but better.

i guess i'm just having a generally crappy day and i can't seem to do anything right for anyone. Not too bad for most, neutral for some, but downright awful for the rest.

i dunno, this is stupid to be complaining like this. No one cares. i have it so good i should never complain.

i think i'll go to bed now. Maybe i'm just tired.


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confessed on Monday, Feb. 04, 2002