Hello! It's been a cool couple of days. Angel got his days off changed so we have the same 'weekend' and can spend it together.
Tuesday we took it slow and easy. We left home in time to go have lunch with Angel's Mom who is so totally awesome. All three of us sat there for about two hours at the little Mexican restaurant and ate chips, talked, and counted the number of people who walked around the corner to stare at my boobs and Angel's hair. (15)
After we left there, we drove around again, not wanting to go home yet but not knowing exactly want we wanted. We stopped at a pet store and played with the animals, imagined the dream setups and compared foods. We walked over to a Toys 'R' Us and wandered for a while, and then went to Barnes and Noble's to camp. After our frappachinos, we separated and got lost for a good hour. i found Angel to ask for a book or three and showed him up. He insisted that Giger's Necrinomicon was not there and i found both of them and THE Necronimicon, too! Then we reverently poured over both the Giger books and i got my new Tarot workbook because i'm anal and want to study rather that trust my instinct.
That and i stopped doing readings because i was not very comfortable with it. i know what i am, but i have trouble accepting it, using it. i am deeply empathetic and sensitive to others. i have the ability to contemplate current situations and project the probable future. It can be nifty if you aren't right too often.
Wednesday was lazy fun. We went to my mom's and did laundry while hanging out with Toaster Boy, studying my cards, discussing in depth the difference between revenge and vengeance, playing on the computer, and generally chilling. When we left there, we went to Jason's Deli for a light dinner and came home to reorganize the clothes.
i have added my very own survey! It was a hurried but fun first try that has rendered some rather interesting and amusing responses so far.
i also recently finished up work on Cherry Girl's diary template! i made it one night when i wasn�t working and have been trying to get her attention to give it to her for a while . . . it may be pink, but for some reason i am exceptionally proud of that one. Go figure! i did it mostly because i really like her writing and funky attitude.
Speaking of nerdy aspirations, Angel is currently looking into building me a brand spanking new Dell! He was trying to play on my computer while i checked up on all my online stuff and got so frustrated over my slow-ass idiot-machine that he started seriously pricing another system. Yes, it is THAT slow.
You know, thinking of slow . . . i had the weirdest dream a while back but i forgot to tell you about it. It was a really busy week right then or something. i had a dream that the phones Angel and i had just gotten were sending us random satanic subliminal messages. As the dream progressed, they started getting to EVERYONE who got near them, like they became somehow contagious. After a while, they were convincing us all to brutally kill each other in elaborate sexual rituals. It was really weird. i started leaving my phone in the docking station in the living room at night after that. i have never been a big fan of the freaky dreams i have so i try not to remember them if possible, but i was roused during that one and felt like putting it out here so i don't lose it.
"Don't Leave" ~ Faithless
"We'll fly around the world
give you what you're giving me
i should dress you up in pearls
finest silk to touch your skin
don't know how to write a love song . . ."
(Soundtrack for A Life Less Ordinary)
confessed on Thursday, Jun. 06, 2002