hey, i'm still alive, but i seem to always have something better to do that to sit on the computer.

if i don't have something better to do at any given moment, Angel is on the damn thing, and i hate my computer because it is so slow i would have an embolism before i got done checking my mail.

so i lack patience . . . that's not news to anyone i know.

i used to love this place, but now i just don't know.

We'll see how things come along as i go.

i've been thinking of you all . . . really i have!

i miss Badsnake, Deb, Jake, and Sara for the beauty humor and food they dish. i miss the people i actually know as i have only really seen two or three of them. i miss reading everyone else as they had become real to me in odd ways. i miss Rudey and Marn because they slay me and make me laugh till i could puke.

But, right now i can't make any promises.

i have bought a bike and i have a swim suit and a pool. i have to get back to cooking and biking and walking and swimming. i have to quit smoking again and get out to see more friends and fewer strippers. maybe even save money, fix our credit up and get a house so i can paint and build stuff and remodel something of my own. i wanna have a mural on Roni's wall and real-life sized kitchen. i want a whole wall of books, pictures, kick-knacks, and movies. i want two bathrooms!

and i'm tired of the googles for "camel toe".

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confessed on Wednesday, Jul. 03, 2002