i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
i dare you to do it!

i'm drunk and right now i'm so in love with you . . . no, wait, wrong window . . . shit! i'm just drunk and i'm bored . . . i miss you guys.


i sorted through about seven large lawn and leaf sized bags of clothing today and gave away a lot of it. some will be donated but most found a new home with Carebear so that she can bail on the place of employment as fast as i did and find a new better job that pays more. she has five kids and a husband to support. she is so adorable, really she is. she has longer hair that me and can make a cute monkey face, see?


In any event, i will miss my Carebear who is not co-dependant, i just can't ever leave her. and now i have left her. but i have left her with very snazzy clothes that are nice enough to get a new and better job, so that is good, right? i feel guilty. she is so fun. she even has "We are Siamese" as the ring tone for when i call . . . ba-dum-bum-bump.


Is it always this hard to switch jobs after three years? if it is, i will need more wine. i'll be right back with that wine. . . . . . . . . . . . . oohhh, better!


this is my first real weekend off and i have spent all day playing on Pogo working for my cribbage badge and The Ronica's gin badge. it was easier to win FIFTY hands of gin that it has been to win my TWELVE 61 point hands of cribbage. i love cribbage but i have to say it's not the same when you are playing a computer and not a real live person. gin translates very well, and i never care if it's a person or the computer but i do loathe Computer_2 because it likes to shark me.


i need some more people to sign up for Pogo and play with me. there are a ton of great games and never anyone fun and cool to play with. like i got stuck one night with some skeeze that wanted to tell me about his nine inch hardon. i congratulated him but really wanted to tell him that my twelve inch one was a gift, and ask where he got his. jerk. i beat his ass in gin and he signed off.


So, the long and short of it is that i have two guest passes every month and if you tell me you signed up because i sent you i will send you a week pass so that you get full access. i have only one left for this month because i sent one to The Ronica, but i will send it to whatever username you sign up for the general access is free and most games are included, but some are only available with a subscription or free pass, so let me know.


Last night Angel and i finally got to see Unleashed in the theatre and it was awesome. Let Li is so fucking good it is unbelievable! the whole of the movie wrapped up a little too sweetly in a big bow at the end for my taste, but the rest was outstanding. the fight scenes are brutally direct and very well worked for maximum impact, the characters are well developed and the progression of Danny's awakening and humanity is beautiful. i loved it.


the rest of the week was spent working and goofing off. more goofing and less working because i had a four day weekend due to the whole Monday being a holiday thing and that was nice. i spent a lot of time at Myste's and she came here one night to learn cribbage so that she knows what she is doing while she plays. it was a good week. i still love the kids even when they have bad days and whine all day. even i do that on occasion.


0 hours until i start training

confessed on Saturday, Jun. 04, 2005