i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
"i've no idea what's happened to those dreams..."

"If my life is for rent and i don't learn to buy
well, i'd deserve nothing more than i'd get
'coz nothing i'd have is truly mine...
"

cold weather means more than just sadness, frustration, confusion and emotional turmoil 'round these parts. i have kicked out most of these things anyways.
it means more than snuggles, lovels, fires, movies and tickle fights here, too. i embrace these as often as possible but there is something else...
cold weather means harvest.
cold weather means zuichinis, crooknecks & carrots.
cold weather means a whole chicken in a pot, boiling in chicken broth.
cold weather means herbs, spices, special ingrediants and a very big pot boiling all day on the stove.
cold weather means steam and burnt fingers, the sound of the industrial salad shooter shredding everything in sight.
cold weather means . . . tortilla soup.

i just ate my second bowl and i couldn't be happier without a double penetration, a fist in my hair and some nipple clamps!

try. just TRY to get thet visual out of your head! MWUUUHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA!

i've been gone most of this weekend but it's been enjoyable. calm and contented mixed with skin tingling awareness and perpetual arousal. right now, i'm finally glad i wasn't born a man.


1 can say "i'm alive"

confessed on Sunday, Nov. 11, 2007