i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
quick update while my bathroom sink explodes!

it's been nearly a WEEK!

i have been mildly busy and distracted by life lately. life is for the living and all that rot.

nothing amazing happened last week except a few movie purchases and a night out with the Rat Pack (Angel's babies).

the kids are pretty cool and we had a lot of fun - it's kinda wild being the only person in a group that's *NOT* impaired in some way - you get to laugh at the other people who *ARE*. especially when two od them are earnestly discussing the monkeys in the walls that are speaking to them. i think one of them was actually spawned by the monkeys in the walls.

all i have left to say about that night is that it's a bad idea to let me play with real handcuffs when i'm in a mischievous mood. and the sight of two boys spooning is sooooo cute!

well, another week begins and i wonder why i am waiting for one job when i can be searching frantically for yet another alternative. i am near desperate to get away from my current job. i hate the lies and games. i hate the whining and the backstabbing. i hate the way they fake the tragedy and the victory.

and that's just the employees.

oh, well, i make damn good money to do this and it supports my family. that is my mantra. i guess i could be on a street corner somewhere . . . but at least it would be more honest.


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confessed on Monday, Sept. 15, 2003