i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
i'm a rabid badger! Derka derka!

Things are whipping along swimmingly in these parts. i am still in the "nesting" portion of training and so we still sit in a classroom, crammed together like migrant worker in a suburban, hanging on someone's every word or at least trying to look like we are.


i still play the Sims - Urbz in the City on the XBox until all hours of the night trying to finish one last goal without ruining my rep by simply mugging EVERYONE in Neon East until i get the right one. to accomplish this i have spoken to Luke a MILLION times, been so friendly that he fell in love with me, and called him at all hours from all areas and seen him come running. i have made a lapdog out of the poor bastard. i am thinking of having him join my crew so i can control him further. just like a real girlfriend i will make him change his clothes, work jobs to keep me in my $2,400/mo apartment with my $10/hr janitor and my overwhelming need to renovate and replace all the furnishings every month not to mention my desire to own ALL the clothes. that's what he deserves for never telling me that last person i was supposed to mug for him. the one in Neon East. i, for one, do NOT want a bunch of freaking candy ravers pissed at me! that little freaks will serve me bad sushi or spike my Red Bull with drugs or something! and i'll be kicked out of the party room! that big scary bouncer my stop letting me into all the party rooms! my rep will suffer! people will get in fights over me! pretty soon there will be a schism in the Urbz and the fabric of this world will tear, bringing forth chaos, misery, and destruction!


as you can see, the only real solution was to create another Sim and start over until i worked my way to Diamond Heights and got the list again . . . that�s what i was doing until 3:30am and now i'm hopped up on Monster XXXL and some energy pill and Mountain Dew and i can feel my hair grow.


so, anyways, work is doing ok, i like Verizon Superpages much better than Sprint PCS and i still hate the drive. i miss my daughter and love my Angel. i have to finish this game so that i can go back to crashing spectacularly on Burnout 3 - Takedown. i long to his 2 mill in damage on one wreck.


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confessed on Monday, Jul. 11, 2005