Three days in a row! Wow. i'm sure you are wondering why, huh? No? Ok.
i had a bad spasm headache on the right side so i felt all weak, shaky and in pain, so i took the only thing i have on hand ~ half a muscle relaxer. (it really does make sense ~ these are from stress and tension. i can't eliminate the sources but i CAN eliminate the product of the sources.) Now i am sitting here feeling floaty and spacey and thinking what seems to me to be profound thoughts but i'll be damned if i can remember them two seconds later. This shit turns me into a goldfish! A goldfish with a buzz saw 'bbbbzzzzz' ing away in her head. And fingers made of lead. And eyes that droop slowly down and make her want to sleep . . . .
And under all that is the same headache i had before. Have you ever been hit in the head really hard? It is a sudden blinding pain followed by the throbbing hollow pain and it feel somehow 'off'. That's what i felt like with out the beauty of a person to blame.
Ooooooooh! Fluffing, snuffing and tweaking! The conversations we have up here are amazing!
THE CAROSEL LIGHTS ARE SPINNING SPINNING SPINNING
i am too close to too many people right now and this first hour is bad on this medication. All i have to do is get through the first hour of insanity and fight to take control back. it makes me so thirsty and i have drank 50 oz of water in the last 45 minutes. freaky.
SO WHAT IF I DON'T MAKE SENSE RIGHT NOW!
i love you all . . . .
"Anything, Anything" ~ Dramarama
"i even gave you candy gave you diamonds gave you pills
i gave you anything you want ~ hundred dollar bills . . . "
confessed on 2001-06-06