i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
"She is frequently kind, and she's suddenly cruel"

i'm tired again, but this is my Friday, so there is hope, no?

Today, the drama at work i didn't tell you about was partially calmed when we were told that my supervisor will be back tomorrow. She disappeared suddenly in the middle of the day Monday and there's been nothing but rumors, lies, and wild speculation that don�t bear repeating. i am certain that she was doing nothing wrong, so i was sure she'd be back. There are people there who don't like her, but then, they just ended up on the other side of an issue, it seems, and take everything too personally.

There is other drama in the group, too, and i think i picked the underdog, but i like her. Glorianna is a sweetie and i think i'll keep her. She's not got blind loyalties like some other people who would make great friends otherwise. i dunno, she also seems to be fun outside of work and i need a few new friends as the old ones got lives or something.

Yesterday was busy with dinner at Dragon Wood and then goofing off together after we got home. It seems that Roni was so exhausted that she fell asleep on the bathroom floor for some strange reason and when Angel went in there to fuss at her for not being done yet, he found her asleep and tucked her into bed.

Tonight was dinner with my parents and i cooked. We had breakfast tacos. It was good.

Now, i am here updating really quick before packing for three days since we are driving down to Galveston to spend Halloween night visiting the grave of Angel's grandmother.

After that we'll spend the night at his grandfather's home and prolly have a walk, hand-in-hand, along the beach because you're just supposed to things like that when you're in love. It says so right here on page 152, in Chapter 28, paragraph 3. See? i TOLD you! After our obligatory walk on the beach, we will most likely head back home.

It'll be fun.

Oh, shut up.

And stop laughing at me like that.

Yeah, i love you guys, too.

Night!


"My Life" ~ Billy Joel
"Got a call from an old friend
We used to be real close
Said he couldn't go on the American way
Closed the shop, sold the house
Bought a ticket to the West Coast
Now he gives them a stand-up routine in L.A.

i don't need you to worry for me cause i'm alright
i don't want you to tell me it's time to come home
i don't care what you say anymore, this is my life
Go ahead with your own life, and leave me alone

i never said you had to offer me a second chance
i never said i was a victim of circumstance
i still belong, don't get me wrong
And you can speak your mind
But not on my time

They will tell you you can't sleep alone
In a strange place
Then they'll tell you you can't sleep
With somebody else
But sooner or later you sleep
In your own space
Either way it's okay
You wake up with yourself
"


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confessed on Wednesday, Oct. 30, 2002