Today, work really sucks. i don't have anything else to do so i thought i'd update a day early. Well, i could spend the whole day outside, smoking, but i try not to smoke very often as it is bad for me. They wouldn't want to pay me for sitting outside stressing when they can make me sit inside and stress.
Yesterday was boring and so i played with the picture editor and made a few diary templates for fun. One is done in black with rainbow bubbles, the other is for a new lovely friend-type person i met online the other night, so you'll have to wait to see it. If she likes it. i hope she does.
i want to make some more out of boredom and i am playing with some pictures i have but i like to make them FOR someone, it's better that way. i liked bubbles so much i made it to make me happy, but i like my current look too much to change it yet, so it's up for grabs.
i went to my parent's last night for dinner (Mother's Day) and i was so tired and feeling crappy. Mom always ends up starting dinner at 7-8 p.m. so then it takes a while and while it's totally worth the wait, i was so wiped i couldn't really help. i had been feeling like shit all day and had not been able to eat and so i got sick after dinner and cried and left and felt like a horrid person. Here, i show up late, don't help and then lose it. All on Mother's day. Mom felt badly for me and that just made it worse.
i went home, showered and slept, feeling like a terrible daughter.
i still have not eaten since food is very repellant to me.
Today is just sucky sucky for so many of us. Even Mr. Kat is in a pensive and melancholy mood. He is unhappy but unable to alleviate the problem. i truly with i could fix it for him. i really like him and he shouldn't be so miserable. Maybe my warning label would have helped him . . .
PLEASE SOMEBODY UPDATE! i know i demand you to have an interesting life and all to amuse me, but you have to pause every now and again to tell me about it! i would thank you . . .
"The Lap Dance is So Much Better When the Stripper is Crying" ~ THEBLOODHOUNDGANG
"It's hard to hide a hard-on when your dressed like Minnie Pearl . . ."
these guys can always make me laugh . . .
bless them! love them! go listen to them!
confessed on 2001-05-14