i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
all the bad boys are standing in the shadows

and the good girls are home with broken hearts


and now a word from out president . . . "yo."
so i got my first check and i was stunned. i was only expecting one week on it but they gave me a full check so i went to Lane Bryant and bought clothes, got my hair cut and i think i'll buy a good pair of shoes tomorrow. i thought The Ronica and i could swing by the Texas Thrift Store and play for a bit, too. that place is so awesome - it's like an egg hunt every time. it's one of the only places i actually like to shop. everything is super cheap and you can find some funky stuff.
we went to my parents today and The Ronica swam for a few hours. We had beer brats, drank pineapple daiquiris and played dominoes. it was a normal day at the parents.
wow, it's 4am and i'm just chillin' here typing up my boring life and watching Tom Petty & TCL videos. @_@ some days i amaze even me.
i recently learned that the cunt is coming back to Texas. ha. the depth breadth and width of her stupidity just amazes me. i guess she probably thinks she can just say she's sorry a few times, tell everyone she was crazy and young and restart her life where she left it. the really sad part of all this is that there are people who will welcome her back.
i'm so glad i am bringing The Ronica out of there. i love Chip, but he's always been way too soft on her so i fear this next year.
this is one major reason i won't be dating until The Ronica moves out. i just don't want her around the drama anymore. she has two insatiable parents and if we are any indication of where things are going . . . there next few years are going to be downright hair raising. i think this is where that village is supposed to step in to help me. VILLAGE!? WHEEEEERE AAAAARREEE YOOOOOUUUU?!
did you know that Bob Dylan & Tom Petty did a lovely version of "Knockin on Heaven's Door"? oh, yes, he did. and there is a video of him and Axl Rose doing Free Falling with the rest of Guns -n- Roses as the understated band. if it weren't for Slash's hair and hat, you'd never have known.
i think i'm gonna crash since it's about 5am now and i'm tired of sitting in lotus.
nini.


0 Tom Petty fans in the hiz-ouse

confessed on Sunday, Jul. 30, 2006