i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
bringin down the gastro professional speller

well, it's been a few days. i missed you. did you miss me? yeah, i know, i was a naughty naughty girl for neglecting you . . . come here, baby, let me hold you . . . i know, i know, it was so hard to last all those days without me. lemme look at you, oohhh, you did something different with your hair! that looks niiiice on you! you were cute before, but day-um! you are a hot one now! hey, honey, can you forgive me for staying away so long? i have been so sick and i can't sleep well, but i don't even know where the time went - i work, eat, sleep. lemme see if i can re-cap.

Thursday was slow, i worked and we had dinner at Johnny Carino's because i wanted some Chicken Parmesan (they and Spaghetti Warehouse have the best and they'll make it alfredo for my tomato-hating ass.). i was feeling really bad so we came right home and i checked mail really quick and went to bed to toss and turn.

Friday i worked and got out late. Angel dropped Roni off with my parents so she could go with them to see Brat off as she was flying to see toaster boy where ever he's at. After i got home i showered and changed to go to Luscious' home for Louis' birthday party. it was, as all crack head parties are, very mellow and cool. we generally get together share a shot of something (i chose Jack, like the birthday boy) and then we move back and forth from the smoking porch to the non-smoking living room while the conversations flow around us like living things. we did turn the webcam on and broadcast live on the net.

Saturday i worked again. (see a pattern here?) after work, Angel and i snuggled and watched The Professional. i have wanted that movie forever and it was worth any wait! i loved it completely . . .

Sunday was my day off and i slept from 11PM Saturday until 2:30pm Sunday. i felt so much better when i woke up, you have nooo idea. We picked up Roni and ran out to fix the computer of Angel's co-worker, Sharon. Sadly, Sharon bought a relic of a computer and the case was locked, to boot, so he couldn't do much with out the key. he's a little bummed that he he has to go back with the lock-pick to finish the job. After that we went to the movies and saw Bringin Down the House. now, THAT was a funny movie! Steve Martin is great and the chemistry between him and Queen Latifah was awesome - they played off each other so well. After the movie we went to IHOP to finally get some stuffed French toast and it was awesome! YUM!

today i slept in until 10 and then goofed around for a while and went to Quizno's for a Chicken Carbonara sub and that was awesome, too! we just finished doing spelling words with Ronica and she'd doing her homework.

WHEEEEE! home life is exciting!

my appointment for the gastro-inter*@!%*#*$ doctor was moved back due to insurance issues. it seems that in an office of five doc or so, i was scheduled with the ONLY one that does *NOT* accept my insurance. She called to reschedule for the 25th but i just found out i have no time pool left for this quarter and i have to push it further back so that i can request time pool in April. meanwhile, my stomach is killing me and the earliest next appointment is JUNE THIRD in the year 2546!!!!! AT NOON!!!!

man that blows worse than being the well oiled midget whore when the circus is in town.

ok, so i know that one was bad, but my heart just wasn't in it today.

pass me some cookies - if i'm gonna die before the doctor sees me i'm gonna die happy - gimme a mudslide, too, and make it MANLY!


0 well oiled midgets love me

confessed on Monday, Mar. 10, 2003