It's time to do laundry and i don't feel like it because i spent the whole morning shopping, cleaning and cooking bacon, eggs, carmelized onions and fries only to have Myste cancel on me about 3 hours after she was supposed to be here. bummer.

This was The Ronica's weekend but it's been hell to drag her off the computer so i have been entertaining myself most of the time. i talked to Angel for a long while. he riled me all up and i ranted and babbled for a while.

i miss him a lot. i'll be brutally honest and admit that the lack of sex is about to make me crawl out of my skin. it's hitting a day-long panicy feeling right now. i feel like San. i have to remind myself that as an adult human i will live through this. i can't just snap and tackle the next adult i see. i WON'T do this. i am better than this.

yeah, right.

i started this at 7pm and it's now 9:31. i guess i'll post and do laundry before the facilities close.

0 days left til i implode from frustration

confessed on Sunday, Jan. 07, 2007