i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
new looks, new friends, growing up

Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i got to meet Angeline tonight! she met us for dinner at the Asia buffet on the corner and had great food and company. we also stood around for so long after dinner talking that Angel and The Ronica walked home! She is really sweet, funny and pretty, but watch out for her if she has a deck of cards! Suddenly, she turns into Shithead Mary, carrier of the dread infectious and incurable card game! oh, noooo! there is is now! ruuuuuuuun!


We made some tentative plans to eventually go out drinking and get rowdy some Tuesday night because she knows where the 1/2 price drinks are and though they don't have karaoke or a dance floor there, maybe we'll sing and dance anyways! any takers? no? wussies!


In other news, i have a new look that is as of yet, unfinished. i have some small touches that i still want to do like the outside edges and the font but right now i am using Mead Bold and if you need it i can e-mail you a zipped copy or you can usually do a font search for it. i know Marn-Ra has the same one but i stumbled on it quite by accident for my current joy. i was working in Corel on the navigation, scrolling through fonts for a mysterious font i had used a few minutes before but lost when i saw one that looked even better so i make my links and finish up everything and THEN glance up to see which one it is and lo and behold, it was Mead Bold!


Long story short, this is the image i have been in love with for about 2 years or so and i have held it back to use for me when i finally get the right inspiration and now i have it! once i get this finished, you can expect me to leave it along for a very long while.


The Ronica had been unusually meek, mild, and mannered this week. i think the whole blowup over the weekend gave her something to think about, but the conversations we had after all the fallout are probably the real reason. we had the 'Now You Are 10' round of sex, drugs, drinking, and peer pressure discussions. i did really good and only mentioned 30 yeas old as the age to start all this once even though i wanted to hyperventilate the whole time.


Why does my little baby have to grow up and have boobs and shave things and date or - doG forbid! - touch or be touched by a boy?! i want to cry every time i think about it!



2 infected with the Shithead card game!

confessed on Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005