i'm not sure what all to record these days. i'm not trying to be coy, i'm just confused.
the move is mostly complete, we just have to decide where to stash everything, tie up loose ends. i truly love my new place, new arrangement. i love having a roommate, i love the roommate i have.
i met someone who has me totally smitten. i stare off into space smiling, every second spent with them is divine, i laugh again. i'm not sure where it's going their objective is, curiously, quite an obscure thing, hidden in the forrest of tree. right now i'm thrilled with the new friend and intrigued by the new "more" that is ever so tempting and just barely out of reach. i'm not sure what we're doing but i am thrilled so far. the weirdest thing is that we are so very alike i was afraid we were the same person and that meeting would cause us to meld into one whole person immediatly. it didn't but every visit uncovers even more ways that we match up.
i curled up next to him and slept today. i was content, safe, happy. this is all very strange for me.
what am i doing?
what am i going to do next?
confessed on Sunday, Sept. 05, 2010