ok, you two win.

i am not easy.

i will watch a movie by my self.
in a theatre.

i'm scared.
scared of a lot of things.

tonight i asked him if i, alone, would be enough, when the time comes.

he stated that, unequivocally, he wants to be in a relationship with me and no one else.
he also stated that he does not know if that relationship will be enough to fully satisfy him.
i explained that, to have the relationship, it would have to be.

and here we stand.

i am on a narrow ridge with a sheer drop to either side.
i have much to lose with a single misstep.
i have baggage i bring forward, much less than before, yet still copious and cumbersome.
i have strength i didn't know existed.
i have weaknesses and fear.
i have childish wishes and wild distractions.

i have . . . to choose.

it just started to rain, again.

0 times we've seen this before

confessed on Monday, Feb. 12, 2007