i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
i can't stop drinking lately - EXPLAIN!

i worked all week, no big deal.

Friday was a nice, long, mellow evening helping to erode the chaos at The Tick's casa while drinking and talking to a varied and conflicted soundtrack. i love going over there because it helps me feel more centered and gives me a chance to talk to someone that can follow more of what i say than anyone else but Livie. we trade books and have so very many of the same interests that it's just uncanny, he's not only intelligent and open-minded but very down-to-earth. in short, i have found a 'good people' and lately that has been very difficult. very mature and lovely evening.

Saturday night, i got in touch with my inner teen child and partied with it till the break of dawn. then i came home, took a quick shower and passed out for a few hours at 10:30 am.

We had dinner at my parents; and played Mexican train for ten hands 'cause we started early and i was really kicking serious ass until the last two hands when i picked up about three hundred points to drop from first to third place but i don't feel so bad, Angel was anally invaded all during the game and killed it when he passed 500 points.

anyways, my baby just got out of the shower and it's time to go back to bed.

laters!


0 bottles of beer consumed last night

confessed on Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003