i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
my stream of consciousness runs deep

it's been a long weekend and my 'Monday' is actually on Saturday and so it hasn't stopped raining in days and we have some very British movie set weather here in Tejas where the sunniest day is when a ray or two of light peek through the dense cloud bank and mostly you have mist and fog when there is no rain and as much as i love it i have not been feeling well and i hate to miss the rain so i can't sleep much and i finished Lio Sha's diary template it was hard and i had more input that maybe i wanted but that's cool as i was getting a little arrogant and not watching what i was doing and not caring about Netscape and didn't realize that most my current designs won't be compatible and cannot be viewed well but then i don't really know many people who still use it since the Netscape creators seem to pride themselves on being as contrary as possible and that is not the fault of the poor innocent people under their power and so we need to start a campaign to save the Netscape users so they will no longer be seeing the world in bas relief like watching South Park, they will see the true beauty that is on the web, speaking of South Park, i think i may want to move to 'Canadia' which it was Ronica called Canada and i thought that that was amusing but i only want to live near Marn as i am still her bitch and she seems to be able to live in a relativly peaceful area where kids don't just go on random killing rampages because some adult they don't like told them they were not very nice and damn, i'm guess i'm just tired at the end of a long day of fasting for personal non-weight and non-religious reasons and i want to finish the last five chapters of my book and lay down by my honey now, so ok, i love you, bye-bye.


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confessed on Sunday, Oct. 27, 2002