i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
an update so my account doesn't freaking expire!

Hola, mi amigos & amigas!

(yes, that's the extent of my poor Spanish)

well, the test results are in - i have blood!

that's almost as good as the time my doc told me the results of the MRI stated that i had a brain. Dr. A was a hoot.

Anyways, my test results indicate some mild internal bleeding and i have to find a specialist in case you were wondering about me and my flagging health.

in other news, i'm tired. all the time. all i want to do is sleep. see, its' exactly like that Don Henley song, only i'm in America and i don't want to dance, i just want to sleep, and i don't think we have a weapon/drug smuggling ring operating out of the men's room in the local disco lounge as i don't think we have a disco lounge, and there's no heat coming off the street, and i'm not even on vacation . . . ok, so it's nothing like that song. but you have to admit it sounded good!

i have come to the conclusion that shift bids suck major anuses. i got a pretty tough but cool sup last bid and almost never lost my seat during the day. This bid, i have an awesome sup, but i can't even sit down at the same seat twice in a week, let alone keep one seat all day. i keep getting the shitty computers and then i have missing phone time while i have the keyboards, mice, or programs replaced to make them acceptable. i can't work with a system that closes my applications all the time or has a sticky, non-functioning, or jacked up peripherals. it's a pain in the ass and now all the techs in Help Desk know me and all the floor techs recognize my ID. i guess i'm the only one who wants to get this shit fixed, everyone else spends 10 minutes a pop rebooting at every error to avoid phone time.

fuckers.

well, Angel just called to have me meet him at Dragon Wood, so i must run - catch you later!


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confessed on Tuesday, Feb. 04, 2003