i dreamt i saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows
"When you're the sweetest cherry

There�s a nekkid girl on my older page!

i know, i know . . . i changed it so often there for a while, no one wanted to comment on it, right? Sorry! i just got tired of what it was and wanted something different to better reflect me. Now, with blue flames and a pin-up girl, i have that!

Wow . . . This is entry # 259 and i missed my one-year birthday, ten days ago. i have been here over a year! I'm a year old now! It's so weird to think that all that has happened since i first started this diary has all happened in one year and ten days.

In fact, i can't believe that it's been FIVE MONTHS since i first spoke to my Angel and about four since the first time we hung out together. It seems like i just met him but that i've always know him at the same time. It seems like time is dragging and that we just knew and moved quickly all at the same time. This is the strangest relationship i have ever had . . . also the happiest and best!

Gosh! A 'Year in Review'!

i have seen new friends and old get together . . .
met a LOT of great people online and in real life
and gotten into and out of tons of weird, sticky, tight and strange situations.

and i met the love of my life.

i'd say, all-in-all, it's been a pretty good year . . .


"Pretty Good Year" ~ Tori Amos
"hey, say, you were something in those formative years
hold onto nothing as fast as you can
well, still pretty good year . . .
"


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confessed on Thursday, Oct. 25, 2001