i dreamt I saw you walking
up a hillside in the snow
casting shadows on the winter sky
as you stood there counting crows
one for sorrow, two for joy,
three for girls, and four for boys,
five for silver, six for gold, and
seven for a secret never to be told

there's a bird that nests inside you
sleeping underneath your skin
when you open up your wings to speak
i wish you'd let me in

from "a murder of one" ~ counting crows

{ 2000 - the beginning }
{ 1 - 6/2001 } { 7 - 12/2001 }
{ 1 - 6/2002 } { 7 - 12/2002 }
{ 1 - 6/2003 } { 7 - 12/2003 }

curiosity, kitten, doesn't have to mean you're on your own

Sunday, Sept. 02, 2012 ~ it's ok to punch me

Friday, Apr. 20, 2012 ~ "Categories... such as... names of... superheroes!"

Thursday, Mar. 29, 2012 ~ Rebounding Spartacus

Friday, Mar. 23, 2012 ~ and so are the boys of our lives...

Tuesday, Mar. 20, 2012 ~ Nightbreed, Hellsing and Just We Two!

Sunday, Mar. 18, 2012 ~ how to sloppily define "intense"

Tuesday, Sept. 21, 2010 ~ Syncopation of Insomnia

Monday, Sept. 13, 2010 ~ just sayin'

Sunday, Sept. 05, 2010 ~ huh?

Monday, Aug. 16, 2010 ~ yearg

Wednesday, Jun. 30, 2010 ~ surpriiiiise . . .

Friday, Feb. 08, 2008 ~ "SECURING BRAVO!"

Wednesday, Jan. 16, 2008 ~ it's snowing in Nashville

Saturday, Jan. 05, 2008 ~ you're more amazing, less fucked up every day

Thursday, Dec. 27, 2007 ~ "ca-CAW ca-CAW, tookie-tookie..."

Monday, Dec. 03, 2007 ~ yes, there is an application process, too

Sunday, Dec. 02, 2007 ~ a disjointed multi-layered musing on my ever-changing internal landscape

Sunday, Nov. 11, 2007 ~ "i've no idea what's happened to those dreams..."

Monday, Nov. 05, 2007 ~ "Touch my skin and tell me what you're thinking..."

Monday, Oct. 22, 2007 ~ i used to love cold weather

Tuesday, Sept. 18, 2007 ~ "Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth"

Saturday, Aug. 18, 2007 ~ "Cinderella must go home
but the map is burned and i've taken a wrong turn . . .
"

Saturday, Aug. 04, 2007 ~ "Fuck 'The Elite' up the ass with their own silver spoon!"

Saturday, Jul. 28, 2007 ~ "All the cards are on the table with no ace left in the hole..."

Tuesday, Jul. 24, 2007 ~ about last night . . .

Monday, Jul. 23, 2007 ~ he misses me, too

Sunday, Jul. 22, 2007 ~ He's like an infection!

Tuesday, Jul. 10, 2007 ~ this is so alarmingly relevant it hurts

Sunday, Jul. 01, 2007 ~ "My baby . . . she's some kinda wonderful"

Tuesday, Jun. 12, 2007 ~ "BUT MAAAAYBE THE RAAAAIN...
is really to blame
"

Sunday, May. 06, 2007 ~ lazy daze with Bob

Sunday, Apr. 22, 2007 ~ "YOU CAN'T MAKE THIS SHIT UP!"

Saturday, Apr. 14, 2007 ~ Scapegoats and Bloodsports

Saturday, Mar. 17, 2007 ~ DEFORRECTED!!!!!

Wednesday, Mar. 07, 2007 ~ in mascara-speak, "waterproof" means "soap & water proof"

Thursday, Mar. 01, 2007 ~ i want . . .

Monday, Feb. 26, 2007 ~ "I've got my hands bound, my head down, my eyes closed, and my throat wide open."

Wednesday, Feb. 14, 2007 ~ death is apparently too good for me

Monday, Feb. 12, 2007 ~ Rainy Days & Mondays

Monday, Feb. 05, 2007 ~ YAAARRRRRRR!

Thursday, Feb. 01, 2007 ~ cold & weary

Tuesday, Jan. 30, 2007 ~ and today he left on a journey to return to her side

Thursday, Jan. 25, 2007 ~ "i'm asking why there is pleasure where there's pain . . ."

Sunday, Jan. 07, 2007 ~ mmrrrrrooollllll!

Wednesday, Jan. 03, 2007 ~ the art of compromise

Friday, Dec. 22, 2006 ~ This started life as a letter to a friend . . .

Thursday, Dec. 07, 2006 ~ "And there i was . . ."

Monday, Nov. 13, 2006 ~ dead beavers because some asshole came around that corner too quick!

Saturday, Nov. 04, 2006 ~ "it's in the water, baby,
it's between you and me
"

Wednesday, Oct. 31, 2006 ~ moved from the board

Tuesday, Oct. 24, 2006 ~ Oh! Silly me, i made a blunder!

Monday, Oct. 23, 2006 ~ tough weekend

Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 ~ I understand if you can't talk to me again

Friday, Oct. 13, 2006 ~ there's a party in my pants - and i'm not wearing them!

Friday, Oct. 13, 2006 ~ i LOVE LAMP!

Tuesday, Oct. 03, 2006 ~ "Your timing is off - you need a tuneup." - Joey

Saturday, Sept. 30, 2006 ~ gimme some sour snatch!

Wednesday, Sept. 27, 2006 ~ not for sale or rent

Tuesday, Sept. 19, 2006 ~ black and blue and bittersweet

Tuesday, Sept. 05, 2006 ~ cryptic and confusing? why thank you!

Monday, Sept. 04, 2006 ~ "Haiku with me, haiku for the years. Haiku for the laughter, haiku for the tears..."

Friday, Sept. 01, 2006 ~ buy a movie, read a book

Sunday, Aug. 20, 2006 ~ it's, like, a coma weekend or something

Sunday, Aug. 13, 2006 ~ Crazy? i was crazy once.

Friday, Aug. 04, 2006 ~ angry

Tuesday, Aug. 01, 2006 ~ echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears

Sunday, Jul. 30, 2006 ~ all the bad boys are standing in the shadows

Thursday, Jul. 27, 2006 ~ gotta have FAAAAIIIIIITH!

Thursday, Jul. 20, 2006 ~ You're so vain. You probably think this song is about you, don't you? don't you?

Sunday, Jul. 16, 2006 ~ Just checking in 'cause the grass is greener in YOUR pants, baby

Friday, Jul. 14, 2006 ~ "beaver cubicle" it!

Tuesday, Jul. 11, 2006 ~ tra-la-la . . . my ding-ding-dong

Wednesday, Jul. 05, 2006 ~ "He MUST be lying . . . he's TALKING!"

Monday, Jul. 03, 2006 ~ MONEY . . . it's a gas!

Thursday, Jun. 22, 2006 ~ Poor Molly . . . all that flogging must be tiring

Thursday, Jun. 22, 2006 ~ WISH ME LUCK!

Sunday, Jun. 18, 2006 ~ traa-la-la and la-tee-daaah . . .

Monday, Jun. 12, 2006 ~ hibernation and "Yaaaaarrrrr!"

Tuesday, May. 23, 2006 ~ going to bed early

Monday, May. 22, 2006 ~ i have been thinking a lot lately

Thursday, May. 18, 2006 ~ happy-joy-sunshine-club!!!!!!

Saturday, May. 13, 2006 ~ Sewer Baby PSA

Thursday, May. 11, 2006 ~ spiderman

Thursday, May. 04, 2006 ~ i have the new Tool album!

Monday, May. 01, 2006 ~ me and my gnome

Thursday, Mar. 30, 2006 ~ woooo!

Wednesday, Mar. 29, 2006 ~ EEEEKKK!

Saturday, Feb. 18, 2006 ~ the newness will wear thin

Tuesday, Feb. 07, 2006 ~ jerk you off? yeah, sure - JERK YOU OFF YOUR PEDESTAL BY THE CHAIN AROUND YOUR NECK!

Tuesday, Jan. 03, 2006 ~ i promise i'll update

Friday, Dec. 23, 2005 ~ ta-daaaaaa! it's s i n & death!

Tuesday, Dec. 13, 2005 ~ I had a crush on Mickey Rooney for years

Thursday, Nov. 24, 2005 ~ Attack of the Killer Oatmeal Cookie!

Thursday, Nov. 10, 2005 ~ and to think . . . last night was *fantastic*

Wednesday, Nov. 02, 2005 ~ pity party, table for one

Sunday, Oct. 30, 2005 ~ saturn day knights blow groats.

Thursday, Oct. 13, 2005 ~ i'm bummed so i'm just gonna bitch some here

Sunday, Sept. 25, 2005 ~ happy birthday to me!

Wednesday, Sept. 07, 2005 ~ F to the U to the C to the K with a Y O U on the way

Monday, Aug. 29, 2005 ~ things are not what i wanted them to be

Friday, Jul. 29, 2005 ~ how i finally got some sleep

Monday, Jul. 11, 2005 ~ i'm a rabid badger! Derka derka!

Tuesday, Jun. 28, 2005 ~ WOOO! AN UPDATE!

Wednesday, Jun. 22, 2005 ~ "She has fulfilled her time here at Life."

Tuesday, Jun. 14, 2005 ~ wooo-hooo!

Saturday, Jun. 04, 2005 ~ i dare you to do it!

Saturday, May. 28, 2005 ~ ***it's mine!! miiiiiiine! FREEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOM!!!!

Thursday, May. 19, 2005 ~ i won my Canasta badge . . . and a few others, too

Thursday, May. 12, 2005 ~ it's late, but here i am.

Thursday, May. 05, 2005 ~ Two out of three cats agree that my bread is the shiznit.

Monday, May. 02, 2005 ~ i still haven't figured out who that "Chris" person was . . .

Sunday, May. 01, 2005 ~ freaky dreams

Friday, Apr. 29, 2005 ~ Apparently, the Pacifica has replaced two turn tables and a microphone.

Friday, Apr. 29, 2005 ~ Squick! EEE-ka! EEE-ka! EEE-ka!

Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005 ~ new looks, new friends, growing up

Tuesday, Apr. 26, 2005 ~ who the hell is "Chris"?!

Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005 ~ the wacky weekend from hell comes to a close

Friday, Apr. 22, 2005 ~ what the fuck?

Thursday, Apr. 21, 2005 ~ flipping the fuck out

Monday, Apr. 18, 2005 ~ Tori was a goddess and let's catch up!

Sunday, Apr. 17, 2005 ~ Hey Jupiter, i'll be there in a few hours!

Wednesday, Apr. 13, 2005 ~ i seriously HATE cliffhangers

Monday, Apr. 11, 2005 ~ nope, no toilets here . . . .

Sunday, Apr. 10, 2005 ~ "Suck it up, kid, assume battle poise!"

Thursday, Apr. 07, 2005 ~ "Ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, BANANA PHONE!"

Tuesday, Apr. 05, 2005 ~ "i'm from a leeeetle Bavarian town called Lickinzeedicken ..."

Tuesday, Apr. 05, 2005 ~ blah blah blah, it's 2:15am

Sunday, Apr. 03, 2005 ~ today a great man died, no matter your religion.

Friday, Apr. 01, 2005 ~ "Sunshine on the water looks so lovely"

Friday, Apr. 01, 2005 ~ "Out the seagull goes!!"